一个人的眼泪。。

不知不觉。。。好像过了。。很久我都没有写东西在这里了。。。
就在这段时间里。。发生了好多的事情。。一些事也改变了我的生活。。
让我的生活从黑白的慢慢的。。现在变成了。。色彩缤纷的。。
可是这也是我的一个大考验的开始。。
一段新恋情。。。一段新考验。。。
虽然我也知道这段感情里。。。一开始也许我会面对很多很多的问题吧。。。
可是我告诉过自己。。如要开始这段恋情就要学会如何去面对这些迎面而来的问题。。。
信任感。。包容。。。
我自己也知道。。。在这段感情里。。我得到的信任感。。很多很多。。
可是我要如何。。给别人。。信任感呢。。。
我也尽我全力。。做我能做的事情。。让你对我信任。。。
虽然也许你会想到以前的。。一些事情。。。
可是我只想让你知道。。。我希望你能相信我。。。
现在。。我不明白。。为何我的心里感觉到不舒服。。。不开心。。。
也许。。我的占有欲。。或者我的醋意的确太强了。。吧。。
导致你也心情不好。。真的对不起。。。影响了你的心情。。。
我不知道。。现在我该如何。。。
有谁能告诉我。。
一个人。。的。。眼泪。。滋味还真不好受。。
我真的希望那个是你能陪着我。。
对不起宝贝猪猪。。。

宝贝猪猪。。我爱你。。。

Random Picture~

The Day at E&O Hotel Taking my Buffet lunch~wat a nice Sky~


Is so relax to sitting at there..watch the sea....let the wind blow on u~ so enjoy~


My birthday Expenses~ T.T


My 2nd Good Partner ~


All is my Good Partner~~~ wakaka

The Day oF Amp Square~

Room Num 12~


Cw singing Wakaka~


Fren Forever~~


cw capture - -


capture again~

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Lonely...

haiz...
this few day after finish my miss woo..paper..
everyday at house...but...such a big house..only me 1...ppl...
so quiet....i feel lonely...now...
from noon till the night i am still alone...
like today ...i woke up..at 9.30 ...cause ytd nite 4 ka slp = ="....
but thn at 9.30 ...wake my myself...= ="....
wake up and walk go downstair....and feel tht...no ppl again...
thn go to on9 again....but ho ka zai ...my cousin come ask me go breakfast..
thn lo go for my breakfast at 11 = ="....i ate alot lo....till my cousin them all say wah u so gao jiak = =" gok beh full a...
after finish taking my breakfast thn go home~on9 again (wat a boring life)
from 1 something sit till 5 ...oclock..afternoon...(middle got study abit xD)
and till 6 somthing hungry liao...haiz..(no take lunch...)
find ppl liao..cousin come back from pg ask he come fetch me ~= =" ho ka zai gok got my cousin abo i sure bored till die..ki = =
thn go eat...and go buy hp from my aunty ~...
i saw my LOVE phn...T.T rm 2.2k....N97...haiz..
5800xm RM 1K...(thinking of this...1st)
next week sis go to US de...lo .....ka ask sis see can go they buy more cheap or nt= ="...
haiz....LONELY ~NITE~

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Fundamental of Computer Network

Finally...the miss WOO paper..is come...
but...honestly...say...i really no touch this sub...
and i only start study and open the book on...ytd nite...after my math paper..
and i need keep up my sadness...of prepare to fail my math....and to study this sub...
this sub...hav 2 NOTE.....= = ..7 chap....(inside gok include PART 1 PART 2)
so i plan nt to sleep...de ytd...nite....
ytd nite ..study till...11 something...
my fren told me about mcd...and make me hungry = ="...
so i phn my mum....and my mum say nt so early back..plus nth to eat there..
so i ma continues study...although is hungry....
but till 12 soemthing...really beh tong...
phn my sis...lol..so zhun her at auto city so ask her buy me MCD XDwakakaka...
thn after her came back i having my MCD supper lol ....(tht time actually d not very hav mood to study)
after eat finish ...also nearly 1.30am...d..= ="
and my mum came back eh ...si...and her bought me...a ROTI SARDIN = ="
oh my goodness....the ROTI sarDin is so big SiZE= ="...
so bo huat gok zai eat my 2nd supper....
after eat finish...feel so full...and feel asleep..gai nia...
thn after tht chat awhile...at msn....fb awhile..book see see awhile....= =
thn i ask my fren to wake me up at 5.00 oclock coz i wan prepare and go pg~= =
but...thn slp at 3 oclock...but i wake at 6...
although i set so many alarm =="..and ask fren wake me up....
also abit uselss= =".....received 31 miss call i ka..wake up..
paiseh nia = ="..need u call till 31 times heehe....
but the paper today eh ...i duno the calculation part..at all..mean 25 mark gone..for sure..haiz..
(blame myself..why no wan study....) T.T

2 noTe = ="(nonsense inside all..stupid theory...)


1st Supper : MCD spicy Chicken Mcdeluxe XD wakaka.....


2nd Supper : Roti Sardin = ="...big Size..lo..

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Fundamental Math...

today ....i just attend my fundamental ...math exam...
but ..the result i shud expect..it..early...?....
ytd nite i still....so hardworking for.."looking" all the math....ques...
and ask my sis teach me..ask fren teach me.......even my sis bf also come teach me..
but because of my stupid..brain....
and today go in to the exam..hall...
and take a good round look on the exam paper...
my 1st impression is " O.......look so easy....."
thn continues..do...but ...when the start do the 1st ques....
i totally..duno..how to do....why will like this...my brain is totally..empty...
and tht time my brain is think tht...i prepare rm80..is better....T.T
suddenly think tht i m so useless..just because of the math...
all my sibling..all..good in math..
but why only me is like tht?....why.....T.T

The Paper tht killing me....waste my rm 80...

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My First Post @ My Birthday

Long time ago i didn't post any blog d...
finally..today my birthday i create a new blog...
and tell myself..to start my own new life....
give myself a good start..from now....
but till now...how many ppl is wishing me?....
no over...5....also......
but ...nvm..is ok....
for anyone who wish me...and treat me so good....
and when me feel down..and keep beside me..
i at here..thank u all from heart..
really thx u all alot...especially..my cousin...my family...and some of myfren..thx....=)

Happy Birthday to mySelf ~ 20 yr old d =D

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